frostyworld

2009-07-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

I've been working for 3months already.
everything is going quite well except for the fact that sometimes im still quite blur and cause my beloved HQ to take the trouble and make amendments for me.
felt so bad. THANKS uhuh.
so suay yesterday. im so sorry to Nicole and Qianhui. =) it wont happened again. i promised.
gotten myself a "ticket" that day.
Im such a BIG LITTER BUG. ! repeated offence. have to go court and listen to the ahpek's verdict again. CWO or fine? hmm. see how it goes bahhs

This is my DaXiaoJie.

My dear sister
dont broad about the past. try to let it go. look forward to a new lease of life.
i know its hard. but it hurts me even more to see u come crying to me everytime.
Wheres the fearless girl that i once knew? u were never like that before.
Kor will be there for you and try to help u to stand up on ur feet again.
rest assured.
and im looking forward to ur smiles that u always had on ur face last time.
CHEERUP!
good life is waiting for u ahead.
22nd birthday coming already !

- Pain is inevitable in life. but misery is a choice

2009-04-28T02:32:00.000-07:00

Finally, i found a job!
tomorrow is my first day of work.
hahas! ever since i Ord-ed, been slacking at home for exactly one and a half months. just realised that im so lazy..
- no more staying up till 3 4am anymore.
- seldom will i have outing/basketball too..
hope i will get used to my new life.. its been 2yrs since i last worked..
hopefully tomorrow i wont crop anything up. and everything goes smoothly =)

- Life grants nothing to us morals without hard work

2009-04-23T05:19:00.000-07:00

Finally
I updated my blog again.
XueEr, u must be damn happy to see this right? =)

Been job hunting recently.reading newspaper early in the morning like what uncles always does at coffeeshop. Found a few that i really liked.. but the working durations just dont suits me.. they are looking for permanent full timer.. cause im going back to school in a few months time, so they cant employ me? crap. ha

Recently ,shoulders hurting like crazy.. was it a muscle ache or a internal injury? hopefully its not something serious again..if the pain carries on,i shall go and consult a doctor then.. and because of my shoulders.. i have to nuaa at home.. damn sians facing the four walls. How i wish i have a sibling to talk to at home..
now im looking forward to going out with Jo-na 姐姐 on Saturday !

And
I would like to say " Thanks" to..
J e l e n a

-you can avoid reality, but you cannot avoid the consequences of avoiding reality

2009-04-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps ! didnt update my blog for quite
some time already. Hopes everyone doing well recently..Anyway, it doesnt seems to be a good week
either..with so many of my friends breaking up with their partners.

Didnt do much recently..except playing basketball and rotting at home.
Finally, my Emo season is over.
Special thanks to both Jo-na and Candice ( 姐姐 ).
thanks for listening to ur non-stop-naggy brother. HAHAS!
Life is getting more and more boring.. I need to get myself a job FAST.

- you can never be happy at the expenses of others' happiness

2009-04-12T19:49:00.001-07:00

couldnt slept after 7am.
watched "Ladder 49" instead.
this is the 4th time im watching this

never got sick and tired of watching it.
it has always been my ambition to be a FIREFIGHTER.
yes.. its too late. hopefully.. my next life..
I WANT TO BE ONE!

Jack Morrison- All time Hero
Chief Kennedy:" It's never an easy thing, saying goodbye to a brother firefighter, it's not. And this time, particularly is difficult for me because I watched Jack grow into a, well, into one of the finest firefighters I've ever known. He joined this department because he wanted to help people, who knows how many homes are still standing because Jack was there or how many lives were spared. He gave his life for that cause. We'll never forget you Jack. And we're better for having known you. But I make you this one promise, tomorrow when that bell rings, we will be back on the truck, because you were the bravest of the brave. People are always asking me, how is it that firefighters run into a burning building when everyone else is running out? Well, Jack, you answered that question by saving another man's life. Your courage is the answer. And today we will be as brave as you, by not mourning you, but by celebrating your life. So I'd like everyone to stand up and celebrate the life of Jack Morrison."

After watching it..,
emotional + my current mood = worst? ><"

Special Thanks to...

Candice (for supporting her little brother decision)
Eugene ( listening to my nonsense)
Irene ( for cheering me up )
Jo-na ( listening to my troubles)

I appreciate it guys! =)

- 1 , 2 , 3 ,4
1way 2say 3words 4you.
I love you

blog crazee over?
time to stand down?
this blog shall be dead..
i think so...

2009-04-11T21:34:00.000-07:00

seriously,
i need to fly away.

-The greatest fear in life is nt death. Its Hopelessness.
The greatest act in life is to find Hope from Hopelessness.

I dont know
All i know is when im sad
When im on my weakest period
When i need you by my side the most,
Where are you?

2009-04-10T10:57:00.000-07:00

I hate it.

i dont wish to quarrel .lets stop it .as long as hes there,there will be no solution to this. I need to know what you are thinking.

- a puzzle that need to be solved

2009-04-09T13:00:00.000-07:00

._. i miss the big wide grin on your face ._.

Heres the posting for today..it will explains everything.....

很想说

在午夜里你永远最美

连你一个微笑也都会让我醉

你所谓的幸福我想给

以为手不放开就是痴心绝对太愚昧

难道笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了

还是真心死了彼此不信任了终于懂了真的

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了 my love

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了

还是真心死了彼此不信任了

终于懂了(终于懂了)真的(真的)

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

很想说会好好疼你的

很想说爱你是自由的

很想说你是否听见了

很想说你真的忘记了爱了

就有坚持理由

别说我会留在路口不会走

-In Life, there is alot of BUTS

2009-04-08T02:23:00.000-07:00

Met up with clementi for basketball.. went around looking for basketball games..yar.. in the end, we manage to find a basketball to play with ..hahahs! damn bo liao lar.. at night,met up with solo for drinks after his work.. talked about some working stuffs and we went off seperate ways as he going home for his dinner..on the way home, pass by a basketball court.. got tempted? and we carry on playing again ?! after that, MaoMao came to find us after his malaysia trip.. or rather.. kbox singing trip! ha. then soon.. one by one arrived.. weijie came.. yongsheng came.. weichiang also coming! hahas.. as usual Mao always making fun of weijie. hahas.. thanks Mao.. i will always remember " Sure Anot? " , " Diam Diam La" , etc.. hahas.. damn funny...

Dont know why recently whenever i tried to treat her nice, something else bound to happen.Somehow, i begining to have doubt about my importance to her.. maybe i should go and reflect on myself instead..but im sure theres something wrong with her decision.. what else can i say? how do u expect me to behave? i've tried and tried again.. i finally understand where our problem lies. am i too late? or am i trying to let her go now ? i do believe if i let her go, it might be the best solution for the both of us.. having mixed feelings recently.. oh GOD.. please give me some hints on what i should really do.. or i will just let her do what she wants to do. 是不是这样的夜晚你才会这样的想起我?

- " Pain is inevitable in life.but Misery is a choice "

2009-04-07T15:00:00.000-07:00

Online since morning.. crapping with MaoMao and Clementi.. hahas.. shooting one another like nobody business. Came across Mao's blog.didnt know he actually own a blog.hahas.. some interesting photos in his blog..

The Hero in the Sand

Bury Alive!

Yes, its you weichiang! :D

2009-04-06T01:13:00.000-07:00

Her trip to Malaysia got cancelled ! that means.... date as usual.. =) met her up in town..looking around for stuffs. bought one silly toy for her.. Stitch! hahahahs. have our coffee break at Starbucks in Marina Square.. Surprising, both of us skipped our dinner.. no appetite..spend the whole evening at Esplande instead..enjoying the scenary and talking to one another.. shouldnt have leak so much of my personal information to her.. =X hahas. later part of the night..i was so silly.. said the wrong stuffs.. and it bothered her so much.. im so sorry. =( ..soon, times up..times really flies.. its like only a couple of hours since we met up.. and its almost 10pm already.. have to send her home yet again.how i wish tonight doesnt ends....she live so far =X after she left.. i was so gulity about it ..How i wished i had never say those words to her.. i know it hurts.. im sorry. what can i do to savage the situation? please do tell me!

-Dont let today's Disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's Dreams

2009-04-05T22:45:00.000-07:00

What an Unlucky day it is! First, our date tomorrow might be cancelled cause she might be going to malaysia.. ohwell.. Second, i got dretched in the rain? so suay.. was going to meet up with some friends then it rained suddenly ><" .. bad timing huh.. what more could happen tomorrow? hopefully the date will still carry on as usual..

-tomorrow will be a better day

2009-04-04T02:00:00.000-07:00

Hellos peeps.. hahas! My first blog ever in my life?.. so it can be considered my first post of the century.. always said its silly for a guy to have a blog.. so now im the silly one instead.. still trying my best to figure out how this works.. hopefully it doesnt take too long..so please do pardon me if the blog is not to ur standard =) .. i know im a blog noob. hahas

Went out with her today.. Vivocity.. been almost a year since i really start walking around the shopping centre.slack around Vivo, went to Bugis for dinner..send her home at around 11pm..Its was quite fun being with her. and what a sotong she is! hahas.. told me that any bus could bring me back to harbourfront mrt station..Indeed, so i took any bus, but i ended up in Woodlands Interchange ><" .. and the trip was like 70-80 mins! i would have reached home long ago by then..almost missed the last bus in woodlands. haiis =( sotong..didnt blame her though. Something is still lacking in us.. but ..Thanks for everything today! =)

-its always good to have some dreams